im confused with my own feelings now

i don't know if im still sad over watz over

or im happy with the tings that i've gone thru

i feel empty when im sitting in the bus alone

thoughts of the past came to me

memories of him just keeps on replaying

it became even more clearer when i tried

to shut it off by blasting my mp3 into my ears

luckily my heart is still strong enough to held back those tears

and continue beating despite those hurt and pain

sigh....the pain will go away sumday

time kills the pain

hmm.. i wonder how long will it take