2nd of august marks an achievement in my lyfe
for the first time i performed infront of a crowd after such a long tyme
plus i wasnt dancing for fun
i was dancing for passion and in the name of the school
one thing that i cant deny is that im one of the worst dancer there

basically, im facing lotz of pressures ever since joining the dance club
it wasnt a smooth ride for mi unlike the others
yeah itz true that i didnt have much experience in dancing
but i dont wanna let that stop mi
one ting for sure, ill try my best to do it
i haf no idea how long can i stand all those painful remarks
but i will try my best
i mean wat's the point of learning wif sumone hu hates u?
it hurts ur feelings wen that teacher gives hurtful remarks
and it pisses her off wen u get tings wrong
and watz worse is wen she talks behind ur back about ur weakness
and start calling u names and comparing u with the others in the class
wen u were not there
i feel lyke quitting
im juz giving it one more chance
if the same tings happens again
im off....

ppl juz dont know mie
i still havent fine the correct place for mi to fit in
im still in my own searching werld
only god knows how i feel inside
the confusion, the hurt
my soul is still with my oldfrens, and...mamat
itz realli complicating if i tink abt it
ive given up in fitting in wif my skool pals
im juz spending everydae in skool juz walking ard the skool
wif farna
i spend tyme in class sleeping
i juz.....hate skool now
itz juz so boring and stressful and frustrating
plus the skool's environment is not even conducive enuf
i juz dont have ani memorable tinggy abt my skool so far
skool suck...every ting suck
i dunno wat on earth am i doing in skool everydae
i tires mi
im feeling restless lately

cummon....i nid steriods