15 of july...itz supposed to b da happiest dae of the of the person i luv the most

my daddy...

previous years, i would make an effort to write him a "loveletter"

pouring my heart out on how much i luv him

i would buy him sumting special 4 the bestest daddy in the werld

he would kiss mi in the forehead and said i luv u baby

study hard, u are the best daughter, im proud of u.

study hard and strive for your future

make mi and umi proud

then, i would kiss his hand ade tears wud run down my cheeks

he'll hug mi tightly as if he's cradling mi wen im a baby

i can never 4get those touch

but now, the years have change

our lives and opinion abt lyfe changed

everyting change

he isnt the daddy i used to know

the one hu reminds mi constantly how much he luvs mi

hu holds my hand everytime we went out

the one hu let me know everyting is gonna b okay

as long as he's right beside mi

sigh....datz my daddy

those r juz memories of it

my dad is now different

he gets upset easily

he gets angry wif mi almost everytyme i went out

everyting i do is wrong

itz realli frustrating and saddening

we dun get to talk animore

all he do is juz watch the telly, sleep and eat

i mean itz lyke he has no lyfe at all

no family, no mie

it realli hurts u know

2dae is he's 53rd bdae

i dun feel the excitement lyke i used to animore

i dunno wat shud i get hym

haiz, i oni haf lyke ten bucks in my wallet now

mayb ill get sth small 4 hym

or mayb juz get home n pretend itz juz a normal dae

happi burfdae daddy!!!

baby lurve you