im realli tired, banking products and services ca is lyke less than 3 hours frm now

i dun know wat to do

my brain is alreadi half damaged

im supposed to memorise all those notes

i need some beauty sleep

wish me luck

(fingers crossed)

i went thru da pics in my thumdrive

and i came accross pictures that makes me laugh

itz da day wen mi, ezuin, nash, li chien and farna

went to disney naturally!

it was realli fun and it reminds mi of my childhood tymes

hee. whoohoo!!!

nash's macaroni and cheese

farna's bolognais

and now.... for da 1 and only.. mickey pizza!!!

i finished half on it in a split second

after our meal...
itz table manners for u to wash ur hands after eating

and our desert.... ice cream cake!!!!

went to bugis after that

had fun though...

da food was G-R-E-A-T!!!

those days turns to weeks and neverending waiting

he never texed me

i missed him so much that i do not know who to blame

is it my fault for loving him

or is it just plainly he's fault for not caring for me

questions flood my mind everytime my friends teases me because of him

im not upset at all about those teasings

i mean, im used to it

but it just reminds me of him

thinking about all those times he never contacted me,

i felt really upset

but when i spent my time with him,

he would sum how make sure that i had the time of my life with him

he realli mean more than words could say to me

mira talked about her troubles in her relationship yesterday

i felt what exactly what she's going thru

those pain and heartbreaks

i thought to myself if im strong enuf to be prepared to lose him

i imagined how would i feel if i saw him down the street with another girl

aaahh... i could feel my heart trembling, holding back the tears

gosh, tinking about those times i miss him

i dont tink i can go thru life without him

every night, i lay on my bed

praying that one day, he would love me with all his heart

i wonder when that day will come

but ill always be waiting

honestly, ive never felt this way before towards a guy

ive kinda lost faith to love i guess

there's this really sincere and caring person that came into my life recently

he is special in a way

i had so much fun being with him and sharing part o my life with him

but sadly, he didnt manage to take his place

he is just a friend

a realli special friend

and that's that

nothing more and nothing less

i miss him, he loves me

itz a different story totally on both point of view

i love you syg

stay with me

went to vivo the other dae to see farna's lil boifie
guess wat? had fun at the playground
it reminds me of those tymes when i was much younger
and also the tymes wen im wif nadya, having fun at vivo after school
i miss u nadiah bte noradi!

it started off lyke this
then this

then.... hmm..

am in school now...

lesson today as per normal

im in the lab again. supposed to do the discussions for the project

but......that can wait

great news is that mirically, i got a chance to go for the y prom thinggy at botanic gardens

which means that i can complete my nyaa silver award

but the bad news is that, im going to the movies on tha same dae

haizz.....hoping for a mirical to happen now

i cant possibly miss the event coz my award would go down the drain

well, i'll tink abt that sum other day

i suddenly remembered to go to mr ong's blog

checked out he's wedding date and the venue and stuffs

he seems happy and all.

im happy for hym too

gd luck for ur wedding mr ong

hope u'll have an everlasting relationship with ur wifey

b a good boy and take care of her orytez.. hehe

in he's blog, there's their ADVANCED wedding pics

itz realli cute

even he's wife to b is cute

i thought abt my wedding in the future

i wonder hu would b the poor man who would marry me and had to tolerate wif all my nonsense for the rest of his lyfe. hehehe

well, what ken i sae...

ill juz try my best to b a loyal wife and an inspiring mother

i want to get married to a fine man

who is loving, caring and responsible

sum1 who i would love with all my heart

and would haf the same feeling towerds mi in return

if he gave mi that honour of being he's wife,

i promise i wouldnt disappoint him

i would take care of he's well being

cook he's favorite dishes everyday

obey him if what he's doing is right

support him in everyting he do

respect him as the leader of the family

i fantasize to be a good wife and also a mother when the time comes

i want to live my fairytale with my prince, whoever he is

he doesnt have to have a house of diamond

and mount a horse

as long as he's sincere in loving mi

he'll always be my prince charming

im in love.....not!