those days turns to weeks and neverending waiting

he never texed me

i missed him so much that i do not know who to blame

is it my fault for loving him

or is it just plainly he's fault for not caring for me

questions flood my mind everytime my friends teases me because of him

im not upset at all about those teasings

i mean, im used to it

but it just reminds me of him

thinking about all those times he never contacted me,

i felt really upset

but when i spent my time with him,

he would sum how make sure that i had the time of my life with him

he realli mean more than words could say to me

mira talked about her troubles in her relationship yesterday

i felt what exactly what she's going thru

those pain and heartbreaks

i thought to myself if im strong enuf to be prepared to lose him

i imagined how would i feel if i saw him down the street with another girl

aaahh... i could feel my heart trembling, holding back the tears

gosh, tinking about those times i miss him

i dont tink i can go thru life without him

every night, i lay on my bed

praying that one day, he would love me with all his heart

i wonder when that day will come

but ill always be waiting

honestly, ive never felt this way before towards a guy

ive kinda lost faith to love i guess

there's this really sincere and caring person that came into my life recently

he is special in a way

i had so much fun being with him and sharing part o my life with him

but sadly, he didnt manage to take his place

he is just a friend

a realli special friend

and that's that

nothing more and nothing less

i miss him, he loves me

itz a different story totally on both point of view

i love you syg

stay with me