i could realli feel my thigh trembling under my skin
i felt realli tight at my thigh to the extend that i had to hold on to the railings lyke an old woman wen im going down the stairs
poof....! such a reputation spoiler
yeah, yeah.
i know. i havent been updating my blog
fine! fine! itz my fault!
but u cant blame mi!
i mean ive been realli busy eversince school starts
what? holidays?
newsflash! ive been working lyke there's no tmr during da holidays
ive cut myself countless tymes accidentally with pen knives
get scolded by customers wen itz not even my fault
and sneaking tyme to see hym ofcourse. (hee)
ok... so u cant blame mi coz im actualli SUFFERING!
u shud sympathize wid mi instead ppl!
where is da love?!

ok..so today is the second day of the second week of school
itz NOT fine at all!
firstly, i had to re-get use to waking up early again
secondly, the new modules are KILLING me
my brain is so dry now and there's so many assignments n presentations to do
AARRGH!!!! im dying.
i went to school wid my new bag that i bought at peninsular yesterday
i totally love it!
itz pink with checkered prints on it. yay!
it kinda look small in the first place, but wen i got home, its actualli preety large
so no regretts on purchasing it
i stuffed my books, wallet, mp4, handphone, deodarant, pe shirt and a whole lotta trash on it but it still look cool
u might b wondering y i brought many tinggys 2dae
datz coz i had ''s n w''lesson . which is sports and wellness
or 4 da immature primary n secondary students' understanding, P.E.(hehe)
P.E. was quite fun. .......yeah........fun
we did those torturing workouts and over streching and throat soring captains ball game
i didnt feel a thing wen i was playing
untill i got to my void deck where im supposed to climb the 3 story high stairs
i could feel every nerve in my body
even my leg was trembling
i had no choice but to hang on to the railings
when i reach home, i juz lay on my bed
i wasnt sleepy at all. i juz cant move
1 twitch of my muscle would send shivers on mi
i dragged myself outta bed wen my mom forced me to wash up
i was stinky i tink. .....naaahh.. i sprayed deodarant all over mi b4 coming home
so yeah..

hmm..i miss compass point alot
i had a long break last week
and he hadnt msged mi since last week too
eversince he was pissed off wid mi coz i didnt tell hym abt my whereabouts
im sorry ok
wat else u wan mi to do?

shut up yana!
get another guy!

i felt so bored this whole week
ive never stayed at home for such a long tyme
my muscles are getting heavier each day
and my joints are getting rusty
(sigh) holidays are great, but starving n friendship crisis....
uhuh...ruin the whole holiday
i just help mum bake hari raya cookies and stuffs
im starting to be good at it
i tink i'll make a good wife...hahahaha. lol!
reservations? anione? haha

i cooked friend noodles for my whole family yesterday
that was my first tyme, i deserve sum credit for it
yeah, it wasnt dat bad, my dad said
but i know! IT IS DAT BAD!!!!
he's juz trying to be nice
i hate my own cooking
i can taste the flour of the uncook noodles
it taste.....yuck!
despite dat, my mum n dad manage to force a good helping down their throat
i do not know how, but they just did
hmm..so much for trying to b a good daughter

hmm, wat else, got my shoes back(and an extra one)
slept my heart out
practicing on my patience
storing more fats on my body
rusty joints
half dead brain

that's what i benefit frm staying at home so far
it is relaxing, but im not used to it
i woke up at 11am everyday
haiz...i still feel tired though
doesnt the world realise that they need enuf sleep
if im a ruler of sum major state,
i wud declare 3 days for the werld to stop functioning
3 days for everyone to juz stay at home and do watever they want
clean the house, haf sum quality tyme wif their family
or mayb make babies
u know, we are encouraged to make babies, but we juz dun haf da tyme to
hmm..that shud be made into consideration wen i become a politician one day

oryte, my fingers are getting numb
i tink i shud stop here
ooohh...breakfast is lyke a milennium away
i dunno wat to do,, HELP!

yeah, uhuh ive rebonded my hair

dun give high expactations of my hair coz itz not as nice as you tink

i juz wanna give it a try

i tink itz worth it...the try i mean, not the hair

i spend ard 148 singapore dollars on my "new" hair

i actualli nid to spend more if i were to buy the conditioner too

n guess wat ppl! IM BROKE

i repeat IM BROKE

oh gosh! ive never been this broke all my life time

my wallet only has a rusty 5cent coin in it

so anione hu wanna steal my fake anna sui wallet, be my guest

exams are over now

so basically im juz starving in the name of god

n hoping dat i wud cleanse myself frm all da sins that ive made(watever)

ive been a sinner for years now

oooohhhhh......wat the hell!!!!

juz came back frm madrasa, itz realli tiring

lil cuzzie came dis tyme

yeah, we talked a lot but not dat much coz

1/2 of our energy is drained on starving

1/4 on listening to our ustazah's preaching

hoping dat we'll change sumday

and the last quarter is used to drag ourselves home

im werking later, i realli nid sum beauty sleep now

gd nite

oh ya better link lil cuzzie b4 she squeezes my pancreas outta mie

later