tell mie, what does it mean if u give sum1 this:

that u guys are still "juz friends"?

that we dont share ani feelings for each other

and that u dont mind if there's sum1 else in the other person's lyfe

cummon just be honest

being "the one" is a different story

i mean, itz still too early to talk abt fate and the future

i dont expect him to stay in my lyfe forever

i know that i dont tink far

i ken only tink lyke abt 1mm frm now??

lol...!!!

i still haf a long way to go in my life

there's many tings i wanna learn abt the werld

and abt myself

i haf an ambition to chase here

i juz wan him to understand

things wud b different once itz all over

and wen ive gotten wat i lived for

i love him, but many tings haf to be taken to consideration of i were to spend the rest of my life wif him

i know i haf to trust him

but everyone has to earn the trust rite??

ive never caught him red-handed, but ive heard lotz of stories that im sure is true

wat keeps mi hanging on??

that's the question ive been asking myself too

conufused, confused, confused

questions after questions are flooding my brain

haiz....ill die of brain cancer if my lyfe go on lyke this

i cud feel the tumor growing and pulling on my brain cells

lol......!!!!!

i cant believe im soo caught up and drooling over him

sumting mus b wrong wif my brain cells

i mean, cummon!!!

he's juz a 26 year old security guard

wat do i expect frm him??

plus, there's so much better guys out there

feeling unhappy wif myself now

i feel unkempt everyday

i nid to rebond my hair....

cut down on those calories

and rebuild my stamina

how do i do it??

i haf no freaking idea

letz juz see how tings cums out aight