those days turns to weeks and neverending waiting
he never texed me
i missed him so much that i do not know who to blame
is it my fault for loving him
or is it just plainly he's fault for not caring for me
questions flood my mind everytime my friends teases me because of him
im not upset at all about those teasings
i mean, im used to it
but it just reminds me of him
thinking about all those times he never contacted me,
i felt really upset
but when i spent my time with him,
he would sum how make sure that i had the time of my life with him
he realli mean more than words could say to me
mira talked about her troubles in her relationship yesterday
i felt what exactly what she's going thru
those pain and heartbreaks
i thought to myself if im strong enuf to be prepared to lose him
i imagined how would i feel if i saw him down the street with another girl
aaahh... i could feel my heart trembling, holding back the tears
gosh, tinking about those times i miss him
i dont tink i can go thru life without him
every night, i lay on my bed
praying that one day, he would love me with all his heart
i wonder when that day will come
but ill always be waiting
honestly, ive never felt this way before towards a guy
ive kinda lost faith to love i guess
there's this really sincere and caring person that came into my life recently
he is special in a way
i had so much fun being with him and sharing part o my life with him
but sadly, he didnt manage to take his place
he is just a friend
a realli special friend
and that's that
nothing more and nothing less
i miss him, he loves me
itz a different story totally on both point of view
i love you syg
stay with me
farna's bolognais 
i finished half on it in a split second
itz table manners for u to wash ur hands after eating
