i spend half of my nights juz staring at the computer
i thought those sleepless nights would pay off in the end
but now, im not sure
assigned a group, yeah, watever
so im supposed to sumbit my report on my own
yeah.... uhuh. i understand
so sumbit it on my own. great. thankz..

hybrid account or savings-cum-current account is an account that you can issue cheques and get funds
for example, u put ur funds in your savings account
and when u issue cheques to be deducted, the amount needed would be transfered frm ur savings to ur curret account.
UNDERSTAND???!!!
excuse me for my explaination.
im bad at explaining and that leads to many misunderstanding
so, my bad...
i am proud of my slides, i put in lotz of effort and did multiple researches on UOB and DBS bank
honestly, i sacrificed alot doing this
i got into fights with my brother
my mum was left waiting for mi to haf dinner with her but in the end, she ate alone
but i dun care, i mean itz for my future right?
i dun understand y am i so dedicated to this assignment
for the first time in my pathetic life i did my werk with dedication and passion.....
hahahaah... lol!

today was supposed to be the deadline of my assignment
ive completed everyting
was expecting tings to run smoothly but it was the other way round
i didnt get my report printed out
when i saw my ppt on ika's laptop, the fonts are all different and stuffs
it got me pissed off
i forced myself to keep quiet coz i dun wan to to convey ani remarks that would hurt my friends' feelings
one harsh remark was enoughfor me to lose a friendship that was built 3 years ago
i realli do not wan history to repeat itself
so i was quiet the whole da now
i felt better alone when im angry
if there's sum1 infront mi, the person could die
coz i might kill any random person near mi

basically today is a..........BAD DAY for me
sssshheeeshhhe, gotta go for my night cycling briefing
yay! itz dis friday!!!! whoooohooo!!!!


gotta run!

i could realli feel my thigh trembling under my skin
i felt realli tight at my thigh to the extend that i had to hold on to the railings lyke an old woman wen im going down the stairs
poof....! such a reputation spoiler
yeah, yeah.
i know. i havent been updating my blog
fine! fine! itz my fault!
but u cant blame mi!
i mean ive been realli busy eversince school starts
what? holidays?
newsflash! ive been working lyke there's no tmr during da holidays
ive cut myself countless tymes accidentally with pen knives
get scolded by customers wen itz not even my fault
and sneaking tyme to see hym ofcourse. (hee)
ok... so u cant blame mi coz im actualli SUFFERING!
u shud sympathize wid mi instead ppl!
where is da love?!

ok..so today is the second day of the second week of school
itz NOT fine at all!
firstly, i had to re-get use to waking up early again
secondly, the new modules are KILLING me
my brain is so dry now and there's so many assignments n presentations to do
AARRGH!!!! im dying.
i went to school wid my new bag that i bought at peninsular yesterday
i totally love it!
itz pink with checkered prints on it. yay!
it kinda look small in the first place, but wen i got home, its actualli preety large
so no regretts on purchasing it
i stuffed my books, wallet, mp4, handphone, deodarant, pe shirt and a whole lotta trash on it but it still look cool
u might b wondering y i brought many tinggys 2dae
datz coz i had ''s n w''lesson . which is sports and wellness
or 4 da immature primary n secondary students' understanding, P.E.(hehe)
P.E. was quite fun. .......yeah........fun
we did those torturing workouts and over streching and throat soring captains ball game
i didnt feel a thing wen i was playing
untill i got to my void deck where im supposed to climb the 3 story high stairs
i could feel every nerve in my body
even my leg was trembling
i had no choice but to hang on to the railings
when i reach home, i juz lay on my bed
i wasnt sleepy at all. i juz cant move
1 twitch of my muscle would send shivers on mi
i dragged myself outta bed wen my mom forced me to wash up
i was stinky i tink. .....naaahh.. i sprayed deodarant all over mi b4 coming home
so yeah..

hmm..i miss compass point alot
i had a long break last week
and he hadnt msged mi since last week too
eversince he was pissed off wid mi coz i didnt tell hym abt my whereabouts
im sorry ok
wat else u wan mi to do?

shut up yana!
get another guy!

i felt so bored this whole week
ive never stayed at home for such a long tyme
my muscles are getting heavier each day
and my joints are getting rusty
(sigh) holidays are great, but starving n friendship crisis....
uhuh...ruin the whole holiday
i just help mum bake hari raya cookies and stuffs
im starting to be good at it
i tink i'll make a good wife...hahahaha. lol!
reservations? anione? haha

i cooked friend noodles for my whole family yesterday
that was my first tyme, i deserve sum credit for it
yeah, it wasnt dat bad, my dad said
but i know! IT IS DAT BAD!!!!
he's juz trying to be nice
i hate my own cooking
i can taste the flour of the uncook noodles
it taste.....yuck!
despite dat, my mum n dad manage to force a good helping down their throat
i do not know how, but they just did
hmm..so much for trying to b a good daughter

hmm, wat else, got my shoes back(and an extra one)
slept my heart out
practicing on my patience
storing more fats on my body
rusty joints
half dead brain

that's what i benefit frm staying at home so far
it is relaxing, but im not used to it
i woke up at 11am everyday
haiz...i still feel tired though
doesnt the world realise that they need enuf sleep
if im a ruler of sum major state,
i wud declare 3 days for the werld to stop functioning
3 days for everyone to juz stay at home and do watever they want
clean the house, haf sum quality tyme wif their family
or mayb make babies
u know, we are encouraged to make babies, but we juz dun haf da tyme to
hmm..that shud be made into consideration wen i become a politician one day

oryte, my fingers are getting numb
i tink i shud stop here
ooohh...breakfast is lyke a milennium away
i dunno wat to do,, HELP!

yeah, uhuh ive rebonded my hair

dun give high expactations of my hair coz itz not as nice as you tink

i juz wanna give it a try

i tink itz worth it...the try i mean, not the hair

i spend ard 148 singapore dollars on my "new" hair

i actualli nid to spend more if i were to buy the conditioner too

n guess wat ppl! IM BROKE

i repeat IM BROKE

oh gosh! ive never been this broke all my life time

my wallet only has a rusty 5cent coin in it

so anione hu wanna steal my fake anna sui wallet, be my guest

exams are over now

so basically im juz starving in the name of god

n hoping dat i wud cleanse myself frm all da sins that ive made(watever)

ive been a sinner for years now

oooohhhhh......wat the hell!!!!

juz came back frm madrasa, itz realli tiring

lil cuzzie came dis tyme

yeah, we talked a lot but not dat much coz

1/2 of our energy is drained on starving

1/4 on listening to our ustazah's preaching

hoping dat we'll change sumday

and the last quarter is used to drag ourselves home

im werking later, i realli nid sum beauty sleep now

gd nite

oh ya better link lil cuzzie b4 she squeezes my pancreas outta mie

later

im sad, angry, pissed off and i nid to kill sumone
i spend 3 months of my miserable lyfe to save up to get a pair of havanas for myself
and now, itz gone!
itz gone juz lyke dat?
i wonder where is my havanas now?
it must be sumwhere in a cold, dark place
it must be crying and praying dat ill juz come by and take it away frm dat havanas stealer tinggy
i miss my havanas so freaking much dat my feet is aching
the lost havanas left me walking home in the rain with a pair of filthy toilet slippers under my poor feet!
how humiliating is dat?
curse dat havanas stealer...i hope ur toe wud be stuck in a hole sumwhere
and u cant wear my precious havanas coz ur toe is bundled in a contaminated bandage and it
cant fit in it...hahahahaaha
so BEWARE!!!!
anione hu has a swollen toe wud be my prime suspect!
ill get to the bottom of this... u'll see.
muahahahahaahahahaha

i remembered that faithful day so clearly
it was raining n just lyke every other sunday, i had to attend madrasa frm 8.30 to12pm
i was late as always. waited for darlink hidayah so we'll attend class together
in other werds, we were both late. lol!
so we talked n laughed our oesophagus out as we head to madrasa
wen we reached, i placed my beloved havanas rite next to hidayah's sandals
then we happily went to class
that day, class was kinda boring.... normal lessons
reminding us abt wat sinners we are
i juz sat there n listen. lil' cuzzie was absent as she got sum skool tinggy
poof..... watever
i havent seen her for 2 weeks now. haiz..
zaki told us to stay back for 30 mins after class to discuss abt "perjumpaan hari raya"
i didnt want to go coz im werking and i need to go home and get sum beauty sleep or else, i might strain my muscles. lol!
at 12, i juz wen outta class happily, tinking abt my bed while hidayah stayed
wen i reached the shoe rack, my heart sanked partially
MY HAVANAS WASNT THERE!!
i thought, ok yana, stay clam.... it might be kicked sum where
u juz need to search
n so i searched
AND IT STILL WASNT ANIWHERE TO B FOUND!!!!
ok so now my heart realli sanked
i called hidayah
she told mi to come up to the calss room
i went up and ended up attending the briefing anw
at 1, hidayah went down wid mi to hunt for my havanas
my heart sanked deeper wen itz still wasnt there
i was left wif no choice but to borrow the mosque slippers
n guess wat they gave mi?
a pair of toilet slippers
i was so disgusted wif my own feet that i hate myself the whole way home
i was cursing n swearing under my breath the whole journey
no word cud express how upset i am
itz a realli bad day for mi

n wen i reached home, my stinky bro made fun of mi
i juz hope he's toe wud get stuck too

anw, thankz hidayah for listening to mi whining juz now
i cant help myself
there goes my money